i was just pondering a moment ago, and realized that mmm the Philippines is a bit quiet these days no? i mean, aside from the gas prices (which are also pretty sublime right now), i don't hear about anything else much. and i wonder if that's just because i'm being apathetic these days? or maybe not.
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one song has been replaying itself on my mind for the past three weeks. and it's not even Japanese.
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kitchen counter.
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i'm still stuck on reading The Notebook (Nicholas Sparks). i still have Life of Pi (Yann Martel) queued after it. and yes, i'm still stuck on "The Scene". these days, it's pretty hard to pick up the book and just read through it and finish it for good. i mean, the story's great, no qualms about it, except for a few quirks i have regarding the narration, but all in all, its good.
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i haven't done Photoshop for a while na rin.
leechunsa and
jangneri will probably eat me alive on that platform by now. as if they couldn't pa naman before before before pa. :p
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past few months were definitely a rollercoaster ride with no straps. consequently, i've made the worst decisions i have ever made in my life, but at the same time, i'm hoping that i've made the best decisions up my repertoire as well. i've hurt so many people, some of which i prolly don't even know i did, and i apologize for that. for those who don't know about it, she can tell you for me. i know she'll tell the same story i would tell, and i trust that i won't have anything to add din naman after she's done.
here's to hoping that we can still call each other friends. for most of you, i know you're just waiting for me to come up and make an appearance, pero let me gather myself up muna, ayt?
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and
ericvids, i still owe you, literally and figuratively. do tell me when we can meet alright? :)
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when's Figaro? wednesday, i have a starbucks date with an old friend over at Eastwood; thursday, i prolly have a jam session.
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she's away right now.
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and i leave you with a poem by one of my most favorite poets.
Matapos Mo Akong Iwan
Ralph Menchavez
Kape na lamang ang aking karamay
matapos kang lumisan
at iwan akong mag-isa sa bahay
Nagtungo ako sa kusina na may pag-asang
makahanap ng basong mapag-uunawan
ngunit, puro de-lamat ang aking natagpuan.
Tinangay mo pala pati garapon ng asukal
kaya’t napilitan akong ipagpaliban
na rin ang pagbili ng gatas sa tindahan.
Tanging matabang na kape lamang ang nakaya
kong itimpla sa gabi habang nag-iisa;
tinapangan ko na lang para hindi ko madama.
Ngayon ko lang nalamang
mas malinamnam pala ang kapeng matapang
kaysa ang may halong asukal,
dahil mas mabuting magkape’t mapaitan
kaysa managinip ng pawang katotohanan.